Monday, November 21, 2016

Hope Waits


Hope waits through long, cold nights, for light to rise in the East.
It pours itself through color-drenched panes of hand-hewn glass.
It  gathers around  altars, breathing life into tongues of flame;
at home in the darkness, made beautiful by shadows.
Hope rises in the unmistakable scent of hand-kneaded dough,
watched over, waited on, covered, warmed, and faithfully tended.

Hope crackles in the fire, sparked within the wood of ancient trees,
divested of majesty to be warmth in frigid places.
Hope wraps itself in gifts freely given; in presence undistracted.
Hope clothes itself  in the holy vestments of comfort for the lonely,
solidarity with the suffering, healing for the afflicted, and confession for the burdened.

Hope blankets us with comfort, security, and peace.
It shelters us in safety when storms swirl around us.
But Hope does not leave us in the safe, warm, well-lit places.

Hope calls to us, “Rise, bear the light. Pour yourselves out into the world.
Bear the altar of Love out into the dark and shadowed places.
Knead compassion into the forgotten  places. 
Be yeast where there is not enough bread. 
Watch over those whom no one sees.
Wait on those who are regularly passed over. 
Cover those who feel exposed and vulnerable.
Warm those whose bodies and souls have grown cold on their journey.
Advocate for those who live without privilege, protection, or safety."

The Holy One comes at an unexpected hour and in strange places.
We live armed with certainty, wired to avoid vulnerability,
so hope must steal our attention like a thief in the night.
The God of unscheduled inspections shows up in plain clothes-- 
in the processions of barefoot pilgrims escaping wasted lands,.
in broken homes, broken hearts, and pillaged streets,
begging us to see that Love lives there.
The Prince of Peace is no stranger to the in-between places;
He dwells between despair and hope after a loss; 
between difficult decisions and resolution;
between broken relationships and forgiveness; 
between  inequity and justice.



Hope calls us to “put on the armor of light.” 
May we make of ourselves a safe space;
a place where both strangers and friends can feel at home.
May we feed the hungry, be a well for the parched, clothe the naked, befriend the stranger.
May we sit with those imprisoned behind bars, or caged by despair.
May we break in and enter the hardest, darkest places with unbridled love and embodied light.

May hope find us restless in our safety, unsettled by our peace,
and unsatisfied  with our comfort,  not because we don’t deserve it,
but because so many others live without it. Hope waits. Hope lives. Hope rises.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

How To Be A Saint




Hello Saints! No, it’s not still Halloween, and I’m not pretending you are all dressed up as saints. I’m addressing you as “Saints” because that’s exactly who you are in God’s eyes.  That’s exactly how God sees you. When we hear the word “Saints” we tend to think of people like Mother Teresa, St. Francis of Assisi, or the apostles, like St. Paul. So when we hear the word “saints” we tend to think only of the giants of the faith who cloistered themselves away from everyday life, dedicated themselves to Holy things, and achieved a kind of spiritual and moral perfection. So to call ourselves “saints” feels a bit like playing dress-up for Halloween. But long before we celebrated Halloween with costumes and candy, Christians around the world have remembered the dead, All the Saints, the Great Cloud of Witnesses who have gone before us. We have called these people “saints” because we have deemed them “holy.” The word Halloween comes from the same root word as “hallowed” or “halo” meaning Holy.  Throughout the centuries we have grown accustomed to hallowing other people as Holy—people who we think can sacrifice things we can’t, or pray in ways we can’t, or love and serve others in ways that we feel we can’t. We  put these Holy men and women on spiritual pedestals and revere them for doing God’s work, while we look on and talk about how Holy they are. It’s difficult for most of us to imagine that we could ever be counted among the saints.
But the truth is, in each of your baptisms, you were anointed with just this identity. You were sealed in the Holy Spirit and marked as Christ’s own forever. You, or your parents on your behalf, agreed to uphold a covenant— promises to continue in the apostles teaching, in the breaking of the bread, and in the prayers. You promised to persevere in resisting evil and whenever you fall into sin, repent and return to the Lord. You promised to proclaim by word and example the Good News of God in Christ. You promised to seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbor as yourself. You promised to strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being. But more important than all of these promises is the promise you made to do all of these things with God’s help. See, what makes us Holy, what makes us saints in God’s eyes, is not our perfection (for none of us can ever be perfect), and it’s not our moral purity (for we all know that we are human and will always struggle against our own brokenness and selfishness). What makes us saints is not how much we can isolate ourselves or separate ourselves from the world. What makes us saints has nothing to do with what we are able to do. What makes us saints is what God can do through us. Singer-songwriter Leonard Cohen says, “There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.” Saints, you and I and the great cloud of witnesses throughout history are all cracked, imperfect vessels. Spoiler alert: we will never be perfect or pure. We will never be without doubt and anger, without questions and fears. What makes you saints, what makes me a saint, and what makes our brothers and sisters and friends and family and heroes of the faith saints, is not our perfection, but God’s gracious love for us. What makes us saints is God’s gracious claim on our lives. God does not call us to “dress-up” as perfect, pure, people, unscathed by the tragedy, struggles, and challenges of this life. God’s claim on our lives calls us to hear His cry for healing, justice, and restoration of the world and to respond—to rise and to work with Him for that healing, justice and restoration, even when it seems futile; even when it seems that the odds are stacked against us; even when we think we are too powerless to make a difference. You see, “Holiness” is as much of a verb as it is a noun. Holiness happens whenever we are willing to sacrifice in order to love as Jesus loved and serve as Jesus served, even in the most seemingly hopeless circumstances.
Today’s gospel reading seems perfectly timed for Halloween. Lazarus, one of Jesus’ closest friends, and the brother of Mary and Martha, dies, and Jesus comes and raises him from the dead. When we first hear this story it sounds like something straight out of a fantasy or horror movie. Lazarus was dead. We are told that he had been dead for 4 days. The Jews believed that it took 3 days after a person’s death for their soul to leave their body. After 4 days, Lazarus’ soul had most certainly left his body and, as if that weren’t enough, we are told that there is already a stench. The gospel of John does not mince words here. John wants us to understand that Jesus’ power is greater than even the most futile, most hopeless, and most final losses of all. There is no “science-ing” our way out of this. This is no less than a miracle.
 But the real miracle isn’t simply a dead body coming back to life. The real miracle is far more powerful. You see, this act is the final straw for Jesus. It is the healing that causes the Roman authorities to sentence Jesus to death on the cross. And Jesus knew, before agreeing to do it, that this would seal his fate. So the real miracle here is so much more than a man being brought back from death into life. The real miracle is Jesus’ willingness to use his power to bring life to another when he knew that it would mean giving up his own life. The real miracle is that, when Jesus heard Martha and Mary’s cries for healing, justice, and restoration, he responded. He knew that Lazarus’ death would leave Mary and Martha destitute, without any social status, and vulnerable. So he weeps with them. He grieves with them.  He faces all of Martha’s questions, accusations, and doubts, and then asks her to “roll away the stone.” Faced with the stench of hopelessness and grief she confronts Jesus at the end of her faith. Like each of us, when we are faced with unbearable loss, she wants answers and guarantees. Like each of us, when we are faced with unspeakable tragedy, she longs for promises and comfort, but finds herself hanging onto her faith by a thread. Through blinding tears she finds herself begging Jesus for hope. But the hope Jesus offers—the real miracle—can’t be completed by Jesus alone. The real miracle requires that Martha and Mary, and the gathered community obey Jesus’ command and participate in the miracle. Lazarus cannot find new life until they roll away the stone, unbind him, and let him go.
See, our calling as saints is not to be perfect, pure, or certain. Our real work as saints is to respond to cries for healing, justice, and restoration in the world with God’s help. Our work as saints is to roll away the stones of oppression, poverty, loneliness, and hopelessness wherever we may find them—in our communities, in our families, or even in our own hearts. Our work as saints is to call out to Christ even in the midst of anger, doubt, discomfort, and despair, and to ask him to help us make a space for healing, justice and restoration there. Our work as saints is not to avoid pain and suffering, but to recognize the presence of God in the midst of our pain and suffering so that God can use us to heal the pain and suffering of others. Our work as saints is to recognize that bringing life to others will always cost us something of our own life. To trust another always costs us something of our independence. But the great good news of the gospel is that, when we obey our calling to roll away the stones of hopelessness, by fulfilling our baptismal promises, we will be forever changed. It will come at a cost. We may have to lay down our own ambitions, and lay aside our allegiance to some of the world’s values. But when we believe—when we love as Jesus loved and serve as Jesus served—we will see the glory of God.
 We will see it in the eyes of a child when we volunteer at her underserved school to teach her how to read. We will see it in the eyes of the woman who has not had any visitors in a long time, and whose face lights up when we walk in the room. We will see the glory of God in the grateful hands of a neighbor who receives a warm meal after a an exhausting chemotherapy treatment. We will see it in the relieved eyes of a young single mother when we offer to take her children to the park while she takes a much-needed nap or gets a long-post-poned haircut. We will hear it in the voice of an estranged family member when we tell them that we forgive them.   
The true miracle of the resurrection is that God invites to share in it, participate in it, nurture it, create space for it, and proclaim it. The true miracle is that, in Christ, every day is All Saints Day. Every moment is a precious gift in which God’s love, healing, justice and restoration is possible. Every encounter we have with another person presents us with the opportunity to roll away the stones of hopelessness, suffering, and loneliness and to speak hope, healing, and community into those spaces. You don’t need to be perfect or pure to do this. In fact, you need to be cracked to let God’s Light in. So as you celebrate all of the saints in your own lives today, remembering the big and small ways they nurtured love and hope in you, remember that you are Holy. You are a saint. You don’t need a costume. You have everything you need. You are everything God needs. As our prayerbook’s funeral rite reminds us, “For none of us has life in himself, and none becomes his own master when he dies. For if we have life, we are alive in the Lord, and if we die, we die in the Lord. So, then, whether we live or die, we are the Lord’s possession.” Saints, you are the Lord’s possession. So roll away the stone. Believe. You will see the glory of God. Amen.



Tuesday, September 20, 2016

I Will Answer Them: A meditation on Psalm 91


When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them.

All of them.


The ones who choose between groceries and medicine, nourishment and healing.

The ones who leave one job only to rush to the next one.
The ones who live and move with constant pain, and cover it with a smile. 

When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them.

All of them.


The ones who must look over their shoulders, profiled, targeted, chased.

The ones who mortgage their dreams to give their children their best chance.
The ones who hide what makes them special because bullies will be cruel.

When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them.

All of them.


The ones who care for children and for parents, set the table, and clean the house. 

The ones who wear their hearts on their sleeves in a heavily armored world.
The ones who share their flaws in these airbrushed and photo-shopped times.

When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them.


All of them.


The ones who maintain their softness when their circumstances are hard.

The ones who maintain their faith when their hearts are overwhelmed.
The ones who maintain their generosity when their resources are exhausted.

When they call to me, I will answer them; I will be with them in trouble, I will rescue them and honor them.





Monday, September 12, 2016

Breathtaking Light

Clouds with the most beautiful silver linings are full of large water droplets. The larger the droplets, the more light gets diffracted to the outer edge of the cloud. Breathtaking light doesn't require the absence of darkness or the elimination of obstacles. Breathtaking Light dances with darkness. It makes of the gathering storms a masterpiece, simply by being Light and finding a place to shine.

Friday, September 9, 2016

Lines


We often think in terms of lines.

      We stand in them with folded hands and muted voice,
      assuming that we have no choice.

       We run the lines we need to say,
       keeping the unruly ones at bay.

       We keep the colors well inside.
       It's not like us, but we can say I tried.

We often think in terms of lines.

        We map my routes from A to B,
        planning what we want to see.

        We map my progress on a graph.
        Yep, we do! I knew you'd laugh.

        We mapped our goals out on a grid;
        color-coded, dated, organized. We did!

We often think in terms of lines.

        We try to make things fit,
        even if it takes sheer willpower and grit.

But sacred moments live outside of lines.

        Blood-orange streaks of light
        pour out sunset for the heron's flight.

        Tears we thought we'd never cry
        spill from eyes we cannot dry.

        The reaching up of tiny hands
        makes us forget our best-laid plans.

        The day-trip we charted with GPS
        becomes an impromptu road-trip West.

Don't always think in terms of lines.
Graphs and grids can make you blind
to holy revelation
found right where you stand,
on Holy Ground.





Thursday, September 8, 2016

American Dreams and God's Dreams

“Which one of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness and go after the one that is lost until he finds it? When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders and rejoices. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.’"
(Luke 15:4-6)



We Americans prize the self-reliant individual above all others. We idolize figures like The Lone Ranger, Captain America, Steve Jobs who ostensibly set out on their own and faced their respective frontiers with cut-throat ingenuity, bravery, and grit. We praise leaders who have the backbone to say "You're fired," and who are willing to do what needs to be done to protect the bottom line, even if it means sacrificing personal relationships and dismantling the livelihoods of others. The film Up in the Air captures this perfectly when George Clooney's character, a corporate firing consultant, receives his 10 million mile flier status, just moments after losing the one real relationship he had ever experienced. He had spent his whole life "up in the air," loyal to his corporation, only to realize far too late that he was lost, and had no one with whom to share his free miles.


 Everywhere we go we hear the drum beat of consumer values. They try to make us believe that, if we want to be successful and belong, we must be willing to look out for #1, and compete in an every-man-for-himself game. It's no wonder that this image of Jesus the Shepherd, holding the one little lost sheep, isn't on the flagship image of business school brochures.  We don't see billboards with pictures of those who give their lives working for causes like homelessness, poverty, addiction, and human trafficking because our collective consciousness would have us believe that this isn't what success looks like. Whether consciously or not we have come to believe that material and social success is a sign of being blessed.  We are led to believe that we must choose either success or service. But, in the image of Christ the Shepherd, God calls us out of "either-or" thinking into "yes-and" dreaming. 

Every one of us, wherever we live and work, encounters "lost sheep." Every one of us, at one time or another, becomes lost ourselves. Some are lost on the streets, in addictions, or in poverty. Others are lost in broken relationships, loneliness, or mental illness. What often keeps us from loving one another, and loving ourselves, through those lost places is a powerful lie. It's a lie that says that money equals worth, social status equals value, help-seeking equals weakness, and sacrifice leads to financial insecurity. This lie cuts us off from others and from the God who wants only to find us and love us just as we are. It alienates us from a God who longs to connect us to one another, and rejoice with us at the reunion. God's dream is to stop at nothing until every single person who is lost and alone gets found, celebrated, and reconnected to loving community. Those are God's values. In God there is no shame in being poor, not holding important titles, seeking help, and sacrificing. Quite the opposite, in fact. From God's perspective, the real shame is when our wealth, status, pride, and fear of not having enough keeps us from living as we were created to live. God created us out of the very heart of Love and calls us to carry love out into the world. God asks us to find those who feel beyond love's reach, and use all the resources at our disposal to shepherd them back into loving community. The truth is that we weren't created to do life on our own. God doesn't need us to be self-reliant. God only asks that we look out for one another. God only asks that we do all that we can to open our arms to one another, to carry each other into safety, and to rejoice with one another every time we get a chance. We weren't meant to use our ingenuity, bravery, and grit merely to win and survive. We were meant to serve one another and thrive. So let's change our flagship image of success to a shepherd, and start teaching our children that real heroes leave no one out of the fold. 









God's Mirror

“…For if any are hearers of the word and not doers, they are like those who look at themselves in  mirror; for they look at themselves and, and on going away, immediately forget what they were like.” –James 17:24



If you’re anything like me, you have a love-hate relationship with mirrors. They are everywhere, in our cars, our bathrooms, our bedrooms, and in public places. We have all seen things we never knew existed in those crazy high-magnification mirrors at cosmetics counters in department stores! Our mirror-image looks different than one in a photo or painting. A mirror leaves no room for Photoshop, or the sympathetic interpretation of a gifted artist. Mirrors simply reflect the raw image of who we are in any given moment. They ask us to look at ourselves unedited. The beauty of mirrors is that they give us important information. If we have food in our teeth or stray hairs out of place before a job interview or meeting, the mirror can save us from embarrassment. It can give us a chance to adjust or fix things.  The most profound thing about a mirror, though, is that it forces us to see ourselves—to examine ourselves—for better or for worse. How we judge what we see depends more on what is inside of us than what is on the outside. All those messages we have received about what we should look like, dress like, and smile like, and act like form the lens through which we see ourselves.

In this epistle reading from James, James uses the analogy of a mirror to talk about our spiritual image and identity. He wants the early Christians to whom he writes to examine themselves through the lens of God’s Word. He wants Jesus’ disciples to be doers of their faith, not just hearers. James knows that they have received lots of different messages about who God is and who they are, from their government, Jewish High Priests, their families, and their brothers and sisters from neighboring religions. So he decides to give them a picture of who God really is. He wants to give them the only lens that matters, so that they see an image of wholeness to which to aspire. For James, God is generosity, light without shadow, life-giving truthfulness, and fruitfulness. This life-giving, generous God sees us, His creation, as beloved ones. In God’s mirror, we look like saints who are slow to anger, quick to listen, and slow to speak. He calls us to live into the image of one who cares for orphans and widows in their distress, and keeps himself unstained by the world. This might sound like too tall an order if God were asking us to do it on our own. But we’re not on our own. We only have to do two things: “welcome with meekness the implanted word that has the power to save your souls;” and “persevere, being not hearers who forget but doers who act.” James is imploring us to throw out those earthly mirrors that magnify our flaws or allow us to become absorbed with ourselves. Instead, we are invited to come to the Lord’s table to find our true image in Christ; to continue to become the ones who received the name Beloved in our baptism. He sends us from His table out into the world to reflect for others the generous, light-filled, shadow-less, life-giving God of abundant love and grace. So look into God’s mirror! See yourself as God sees you. Then go in peace to love and serve the Lord!